February 2012
10 posts
WatchWell if you see the picture below (love birds), the feeling given might be sort of a romantic one, yet if you see the the birds in action, it’s actually quite disturbing haha.. i thought they were having a fight..
oh well, moral of the story.. although your life seems bad, just take a moment to capture it. Looking back, it might be one of those worth reminiscing.
3rd day in sydney, and I miss Jakarta :(
Moving to a new place and alone is quite depressing. Haha. Yes I used the word depressed haha.
Well I guess it’s not that extreme, but I just fear what’s ahead.
Maybe I was just too comfortable back home. But I remember feeling this way, when I first moved to Melbourne. I just didn’t expect to feel the same way since I’ve...
I know my God loves me. And that’s all that matters. ⌣̈
I’m scared.. For everything..
:(
Oh Lord, i’m scared.
in times like these i worry because i focus on my own strength.
Same thing happened last week. I was worried because i haven’t got my visa yet and i wanted to leave Jakarta by last week. Total anxiety was taking over and I also had thoughts of what would happened if the medical check up turned out to be horrible. First, my chest x-ray. The allergies i had...
Show me once again that You are Jehovah Jihreh, Lord…..
January 2012
3 posts
There’s nothing more stronger than two people being completely honest at each other ⌣̈
Have you ever feel scared but not knowing the reason why?
Well, I have. and I’m actually feeling it right now. My heart just thumps harder, as if i’m anxious over something, yet I don’t know why.
As I start to just have a quiet time with myself, i realize so many things are not in place right now. Bits of pieces here and there, and I honestly cant see myself managing it all....
First, push me away from your blog.
What next?
Push me away from your life? :|
December 2011
1 post
“Bitter-sweet symphony”
November 2011
4 posts
Ironically happy, but not relieved.
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My plan is messed up.
Forbidden pleasure and desires..
So help me God…
Egos aside - cherish the limited time left. :)
Oh well, I tried..
October 2011
5 posts
Maybe I should just …… … So I would … …. … When you … ….
I’m totally not in the zone -____-
Amazing how another person has left this world (read: dies) and we feel this loss although we don’t know him personally. Well maybe his works has impacted our lives, hence making us somehow connected.
Oh well, Rest in Peace, Steve Jobs.
Thank you for sharing those creativities with the world.
“Click, Boom, Amazing!” - Steve Jobs
A close friend of mine had just lost her mom. Although i knew she had been sick for quite some time, but it was just shocking to hear. My friend is a very cheerful girl (oh hold on, just got a dejavu while typing this down -.-) anyways, as i said before, this friend of mine is usually very cheerful. i met her just before lebaran, had a little reunion with the other girls as well, and she did...
September 2011
5 posts
“I know I have a heart, because I can feel it breaking..”
– The wizard of Oz (1939)
Let me just disappear for a while…
Then what would you do?
“I celebrate the chaos of my life!
My faith is bigger than my fear!
I trust the...”
– (via pittasekar)
I believe You are my portion.
I believe You are more than enough for me.
Jesus, You’re all I need.
August 2011
9 posts
I know no matter what happens, in the end they’ll be the ones that’ll always be beside me.
Maybe because of that, I tend to take them for granted. *sigh*
What are we doing?
“Who will buy the cow if they can get the milk for free?”
– The 70’s show
Watched Fast Five! Awesome!
Well at least it made me opened my eyes for the whole movie (unlike Transformers 3)
So I had a great Saturday today.
Started off going to Church, and I was blessed by the message. The pastor was from America, and She spoke about something I may have experience, which was being burnt out. I was reminded to maintain my relationship with God, cause I know I’ve...
Friday night
Had dinner with a friend last night, and surprisingly, it was such a comfortable night.
Didn’t expect that cause we weren’t close. But we still kept in touched since high school graduation.
The dinner choice was left to me, and as always, I try to choose a place that has live music. Don’t know why, but live music entertains me more than just a CD being played on the player....
What ‘feels right’ is not always ‘right’.
July 2011
5 posts
Having this feeling of enjoyment and pleasure in God’s presence just shows how much I’ve miss Him.
I guess I’ve been a bit away from God lately.
It’s comforting to know He’s faithful even when I’m not :’)
Someone I can turn to, count on and will always be there for me would be nice.
U out there?
Hope this guiltiness is my only punishment.
Another day another night but always you..
I miss being the only one. Well, one of the only ones.
I don’t like sharing :|
June 2011
6 posts
“one person cannot be everything to you. It is not good for you and it is unfair...”
Don’t like to see you have fun without me. Haha yeah, I’m selfish.
Sometimes, I just want the reason to be me.
Not in the mood. Seriously.
Take me far away please.
I honestly love it when somebody sees me, screams...
“Would you miss me, if I just vanish somehow?”
Aftermath
Don’t let me start by how the day started yesterday. 31 May 2011 was not really a good day for me. Started of waking up late and leaving for work around 7ish. I actually had arrived setiabudi around 8ish, but little did I know that there some kind of jam in Karbela area. I ended up being an hour late although I was already in the back of the office.
Okay, that turned my mood around.
My sis...
May 2011
4 posts
All of my life, in every season, You are still God. That’s why I have a reason to sing, a reason to worship :)